Sunday, April 10, 2016

Our soul needs exploration and growth

When we look at other living beings around us, we realize, as humans we have something unique about us, we all live and explore things around us as we believe we grow every day. We are intelligent, we have a sense of our existence, as we innovate every day to understand to live the way we want. We all know, we all have to die one day and that is the end, but the question is not what to do with death, but what to do with life.


You are living for a blurred purpose, which you somehow know exists or existed sometime in your life and you are not able to carry it along with you consciously, but no matter what, it is always walking with you. In the daily today we somehow lose track of the purpose, we are doing what we do and living with the guilt of not being able to do what we wanted to do. Why? What are you waiting for? It is not that easy to get some time out of the day for the thing you want to do, stepping out of your comfort zone, or to just push a little bit more, but one day you have to do it, so why to wait.

You just need to look for that purpose to explore the life you wanted to live and grow towards that purpose and sense how beautiful life can be.

We all are hungry about exploring the world around us and this hunger for exploration never ends, no matter how much we try. Just take an example of the TV series you are watching, the wait for the next episode seems long and sometimes it keeps you busy thinking about what will happen next. We are humans and we can think and we need topics to think about, the more we know the more difficult it is to stop thinking about anything, here comes the second part of the requirement, Growth. Growth help balance out the exponential urge to keep exploring, you need a break and for that, you need to feel accomplished. The growth is when a goal is achieved from one of your recent explorations. It’s in our innate nature, we look for meanings to things, we learn and we want to apply. In your life, you can do what you always wanted anytime, it’s just about getting started and consciously feeling that purpose, the reason to live for.

Thursday, February 25, 2016

It feels bad to feel bad

Being in the emotion of uncomfortableness feels bad, you want to try and control what’s in your head, but there is something which drives you away from calmness and into the chaos. In that phase of time you try to look for shelter, a place where you can hide and run away from the world. But what if, when you know where the shelter is but cannot be there, as it seems farther and fear that the problem will reach before you reach.
Then you find yourself in the middle of the problem and you can see your shelter but you are not there yet. You feel frustrated, agonized and feel like quitting and giving up. Suddenly you realize that the shelter is also coming towards you, you are not alone, but the solution is walking with you, you just had to look towards it.
This gives you hope and strength to carry on and not give up and just try a little bit more, when you see someone trying for you, the best they could. 
You feel bad when things are bad and then you feel bad about feeling bad, but there is still someone in your story who knows about that moment and is ready to help, you just need to let them!

Saturday, January 30, 2016

Passing through the past with your present

As you see yourself standing where you used to before and you thought you will never come back again, but you are here, standing right there, again. You are in a better present and the past was almost gone, but again, you are here, standing with those memories but a different experience.
Its been a while and things have changed and changed for the good. You are unsure about what is happening around, but you are still sure about what you have today. You don’t want to give up on that one thing that is most valuable to you today and for that it is ok to move past the past.
It will make you more strong, it will tell you how much you have grown and how things are today, better than yesterday.
You can look back and be sad about things which are gone or you can experience the present moving to the future. You will be distracted by your past, once in a while, but you need to make sure it’s time to blur it out and focus on the present.

Wednesday, December 9, 2015

When success doesn’t feel like success

You are there, right where you wanted to be, but it no more feels like the right goal or maybe you are stuck in so much fog and cannot see the brighter side. It seems like people believe in you or at least some times you feel they do, but you no more trust yourself.


You are trying to get up and live the success, but you are just unable to get up and experience it. You are trying to find someone who will show you the brighter side of things, but you are unable to find them.

But you know, it is just a phase, which will most likely pass by, but all the newness and shine of the success will be lost by then.

Sunday, November 29, 2015

Stay on the path

You need to stay, stay strong through it, no matter what. You need to take responsibility, you are the only one who can do it the way you want to do it. No matter how many people around the world are following a similar goal, a vision, a dream or whatever, but every step you take will be unique and different in it’s own way. If 10 people are running in a 100m sprint, everyone will have their own different and unique styles of running, a different reason to win, but everyone wants to cover the next 100m quicker than everyone else.
Focus and be determined
Anyone can do it, but those who actually do, are the ones who can pass through the boredom and still do it. You will surely get bored of doing the same thing again and again, but that is what sets doers apart from everyone else. They can still do it when they don’t feel like doing it, again and again, so that they don’t miss anything when it really matters. It’s about preparing yourself for the big day, it can come anytime and surely you don’t want to stand unprepared for the day you were waiting for years.
It’s just that feeling of not feeling like doing, you will never feel like doing it, you will have to do it to feel it. Doing a simple thing is simple, but actually start doing it and switching from the chaos of the world is the most difficult thing. Stay on the path, even if you don’t feel like, just stick to it.

Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Your happiness zone

You are not fine and out of nowhere you enter your zone of happiness, you feel you are coming back and you will be fine again. It’s a temporary fix, you just need to be in that zone to feel happy and wish that you were there always, but it’s a big world; you will have to step out of that zone every once in a while and that’s when it hurts. You need to toughen up and show that you can be strong outside of your zone. You just need one thing; you need to figure out what is your strength in that zone and take your happiness out with you to explore other zones.
Finding happiness
The moment you think, just a few minutes back you were happy in that zone and as you move a little bit, you are lost again. You are trying to find something, something that you know exists but are unsure where to find it and that is taking all of your strength. You are trying hard to understand, you are using all that you know, but still unable to find answers.
You need a different perspective towards things, you need someone to guide you through something which is unknown to you, but known to them. You need to try to see the world from their eyes, what they see in you, why they believe in you. It’s their faith that will drive you forward, if you believe in them you should believe in yourself, at least for them. They will be there, always beside you, they will try their best to keep your zone always with you, but they just want you to try, try your best.

Wednesday, November 4, 2015

You can change things alone, just start

Who says the world around cannot be changed by a single person, have you ever tried to change something, or you have just always wished to change. You cannot change anything until you stop wishing and start doing, start trying. We all think a lot that we could change this, we could change that and that is the problem, we think a lot about it, we need to change our thoughts to actions and start to do something about it. If we start to take a step to actually change something, we might be able to find someone on the way who was also thinking about it and hasn’t yet started.
You just need to believe in something, and that something is you.
Edison once said,
"If we did all the things we are capable of, we would literally astound ourselves."
We don’t start working on things, because we think that we are not capable of doing them, we think, but how can we be so sure? we haven’t done it before and we don’t know, maybe we are underestimating ourselves. Why don’t we just try before thinking we can’t, things would be much more better if we tried before giving up. You have already lost when you give up but you will never loose until you give up, keep trying.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

Growth is always relative

You don’t know until you step into the world, observe it and scale yourself with others. You can’t grow until you know what you have and what you lack. You were there alone growing, but how much? You might be better today from your yesterday’s self, but you live in this world, and the scale is not you. You need to test yourself, you need to measure yourself, on the scale this world accepts and if you are not up to the mark on that scale, your growth is a fail. You need that courage to step out into this world, show your authority, get up to proceed, it’s time to lead.

Saturday, July 18, 2015

Someone makes you happy when you are sad

Having something positive around you when you are sad is the best thing you could ask for. You are overthinking on things, speculating things shouldn’t have happened as they happened, but suddenly someone steps in to interrupt your overthinking. They came because they want to see you happy, and you want to share because you want them to know what’s in your head.
You miss them so much because they are the one person you want to share the story with, you don’t tell them that you are sad, they just know it.
They stay there with you to make sure that you are fine, they want you to feel secure and touch some happiness with them, you might not be fully happy but there will be some improvement.

They are there in your life as a ray of light among the dark clouds. They have so much light for you which you cannot see because you are blocking it with the black clouds of thoughts in your head, but they still sneak in to give you some light. Believe in them and believe in what they believe for you.

Thursday, July 9, 2015

I looked into the mirror today

I looked into the mirror today and found something was missing. I was missing the complete picture, whom I am a part of. Today the image was missing a belief, as the reason was disconnected. The mirror was there but without the reflection and with those doubts I was looking for justification.

I kept looking for that inspiration, waiting for some light to see the reflection. But I am not the reality, I am myself the reflection, I am created as my reality looks in the mirror to find itself.