You are there, right where you wanted to be, but it no more feels like the right goal or maybe you are stuck in so much fog and cannot see the brighter side. It seems like people believe in you or at least some times you feel they do, but you no more trust yourself.
You are trying to get up and live the success, but you are just unable to get up and experience it. You are trying to find someone who will show you the brighter side of things, but you are unable to find them.
But you know, it is just a phase, which will most likely pass by, but all the newness and shine of the success will be lost by then.